Dear God, what do you want me to do? I will obey you. Please give me wisdom, patience and faith in you. Show me exactly what you want me to do, in this moment right now. Show me what I do now. Do you want me to wait for him and pray for a future with him? Do you want me to let it go and move on?
I'm conflicted. I know that there are so many things that were good and so many hopes and dreams that make us great. I know that I need rely on You to be good in a relationship, but a lot of times I don't rely on you and I'm not great. I cannot be happy and I cannot be myself when I don't rely on you. I wish that I could be that way with him. I wish it was him.
But I know that you may have something else planned for me. Perhaps you want me to walk away from this, give up on it, open my heart to other people. For me to see that this isn't what you planned for me, and I need to just let it go.
But before I do it, I want to know that this is right! Lord, please show me!! Please show me what you want me to do next. Give me discernment and wisdom to know what is the right thing to do. That's all I want.
In Jesus's name I pray, AMEN!
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