I'm glad that God is showing how far off I am from being a mature capable person in a relationship. for as much as I write and complain about issues and lack there of in relationships, I think I'm definitely a root cause of a lot the fights and problems I've had in my previous relationships.
Alright let's do some analysis! Haha, here's what I know: I'm an only child so growing up I didn't have to deal with anyone but my parents. I'm not good at "playing" with kids my own age, I remember when I was little I was definitely a bully and tried to tell everyone what to do. Eventually the kids I played with in my neighborhood hated me. But the point is, since then I've learned to play with other people my age but I don't think I ever took the time or effort to learn to play with just one person in a relationship.
I forget that when your in a relationship, you shouldn't expect that person to yield to your every whim and need. I've realized that I'm really immature and not ready to be in a stable relationship. I'm glad that I'm on my own to figure this out. I want to learn these lessons so I can be a better friend in my future relationships!
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